Proverbs 15:15

All the days of the afflicted are evil,

But he who is of a merry heart has a continual feast.

Proverbs 15:13

A merry heart makes a cheerful countenance,

But by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken.

Psalm 4:7

You have put gladness in my heart,

More than in the season that their grain and wine increased.

Only a person who stay happy will celebrate everyday because he respond positively to circumstances. He know that as a believer of God, His every steps are directed by God. And all things work out for good to those who love Him, to those who are called according to His purpose. He knew that Jesus won the battle and we have every reason to celebrate. Only a person who stay happy will smile and not be depressed. He will being a smile to others. David understood that God the Father wants him to stay happy though he suffer affliction. Those who choose to think negative without an effort of wanting to change, evil will follow him. It is written in Psalm 15:15. David also responded with a great attitude of faith saying, " You have put gladness in my heart, More than the season that their grain and wine increased.

I believe that God wants me to be happy. He wants me to celebrate with him every day to have a feast(fellowship) together. I want goodness and mercy to follow me and not evil. I believe that God has put gladness in my heart and I just have to put in and effort to smile and be cheerful. Indeed a cheerful heart is a medicine to the soul. I want to be healthy as a whole.Though everyday i have tormenting thoughts, I believe that as I fixed my eyes upon Jesus, I will feel joy. I will not focus on pain. Thank God that I still smile and put in effort to be happy. I believe that God will deliver me from the negative stronghold that the devil has put in my mind. It's for freedom that Christ has set me free. All I ever one, all I ever need, all I ever have is You. Jesus, You are the true and everlasting friend that stay with me forever. I hope that one day You will call me your friend like Moses. :)

Seeking God First

Matthew 6:33-34

33"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
34 " Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

What do we mean by seeking God first? It is easier said than done. It is to put things aside of us if it take away our focus from Him. There are lots of needs and desire and human are self centered. We always think about ourselves. We want to have our needs and desire met and fulfilled that sometimes we lose our focus in God. We existed on earth to fellowship with God in the first place. If we are conformed to the world and the world start to transform us, how disastrous can it get? How sad it is at the end of the day when we leave God because of the world!

The bible says in Romans 12:2

And do not conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

I told myself to read God's word even more because I want to be trasnformed. I am too tired of seeing my life unchanged. Even though how hurt I am, I still need to move on because I love God. And that love I have for Him will push me and let me carry on in life to live a life of legacy.....

Looking Forward To The Future

After witnessing what our church has gone through, I am determined to stand strong. To stand strong together with the people and the church going through the greatest persecution. I do not want to look at my hurt and pain anymore. Through this tough time, shouldn't I put on the armour and the sword of the spirit to fight the battle against the devil. Rejoicing in trial and tribulation only only let me grow stronger as a person. In the midst of the hurt and pain that I went through, I should pray for people and begin to be more positive so that people will be encouraged by me just by being around me. I do not need to do anything or say anything. Just a smile will lift the atmosphere of the person up. This is the gift that God has given me. I shouldn't bury my talent but be faithful in what God has given me. I will not dwell in negativity but I will pray to God the changes that need to be done,praying for circumstances to change and praying for the people around me so that they will be strengthened and encouraged. While I do that, the most important thing is that I stay happy and respond positively to circumstances around me no matter what because I know that change start within me and it will flow from the inside out... :)

When I look at the photos in my facebook, it brings a smile on me. I didn't know that it's contagious. I was very cheerful and positive about life at that time. I have lots of friends by my side who love to fellowship with me. I didn't know that I appear good on camera. I almost thought that I was cut up to be a model. All the smile and joy that attract people..At that time, all I want is just to be happy loving God and people..It was all in the past le....

God is in my midst

I will sing of Your great love
Your love is never failing
surpasssing all understanding

You touched me deep inside my heart
You are the source of my comfort
Let Your breath breathe upon me
give me life that substain me

When my world was in darkness
Your light will shine
Open my eyes
And let me see hope

Journey

This is a song dedicated to God demonstrating my feelings.

In my youth I see Your Glory
And Your strength lifted me up
I humbled myself before you

Walking through the journey
There is pain and hurt
But waiting for You to deliver me

Let me find back my first love
Find back my purpose in You
Stir up the flame in me
Let me run with fire
Never stop this journey with You

Your presence in where I want to dwell in
Hiding in Your love and mercy
Let Your Grace be sufficient for me


Jesus, I love You with my true heart....

To Be Happy

The bible says that Happy are those who trust in the Lord. Every creation that exist are formed by God. Even things that we invented are God's common Grace in our life. The food and drink that we survive on are all created by God. The day when we are born into this world are all planned by God. He has His purpose in our life. He wanted us to step into His will. It's only by stepping into His will, will we be happy. Putting our trust in him demonstrate true obedience and reliance to God. Knowing that our own flesh and strength will fail us. Only He can substain us. From this second onward, I make a decision to connect to Your heart and sensitive to Your Spirit. Every WORD You told me will be written down to stir up the faith that is in me. I will embrace love and not jealousy,hatred,hurt and anger. I will depend on God to respond positively to circumstances in my life. I will need to accept myself. I will have to accept the weakness that I have and use my weakness to turn into strength to comfort others. At the end of the day, to be happy is to a God pleaser and not a man pleaser. I know what my heart truly want. I do have the desires to make a difference in the life of people by spreading joy. I will still be a good armourbearer.Let them be consistency in me so that I will be proved to be a true friend that is not just by word but my action. I found out that I need to let loose the things I hold on to strongly in order for God to step into to restore it to the intended purpose. The very purpose that formed part of my visions and dreams. Happy is in the will of God. Live life being happy everyday and smile( I am telling it to myself).